this emotion was a little e-book
by Tao Lin

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i'm tired

i'm tired

i'm going to eat a lettuce

it's stupid to make sense

i don't want to make sense anymore

just let me type something stupid and let it be good

i'm tired

i'm stupid

i don't care

sentences are too long

go away

i'm depressed

come back

i'm having a contest for feeling tired

why am i having a contest

i want to win

or i'll kill everyone

murder isn't bad

i feel stupid

i want to emanate murder

people will die

and i'll feel good

i'm not trying to be cute

it's too hard to smile

i'm tired

i want some lettuce

go away

i'm depressed

we should do something

pleasure is stupid

let me kill you

whatever i'm about to think will be stupid

and make me tired

a cow without wings flying in the sky

is stupid and makes me unhappy

happiness is stupid

there isn't enough shit on my face

come back and shit on my face again

i'm tired

of figurative language

i don't understand

figures of speech

a piece of shit lettuce

i just typed something stupid

i want me to go away

i can't stop being stupid

grammar is stupid

i'm going to kill grammar and symbolism

thinking is stupid

i'll kill thinking

if i had a gun

i could do things

laws are stupid

i hate you

what's in front of my face

come back

i'm depressed

murder isn't bad

i'm tired

words

stupid

words are stupid

i’m depressed

fuck

shit

fuck

shit

shit

shit

lettuce

shit

fucked

i am fucked

don't tell me i'm not fucked

look at this poem

i am embarrassed

at how fucked i am

i'll kill you

shitface

cowface

motherfucker

i'll kill you

murder

screaming head

screaming cowhead unattached to body

screaming

killing

shithead

i'm tired

piece of shit

masterpiece

shit

pulitzer prize

fuckhead