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hikikomori
by ellen kennedy and tao lin

this is the ninth book in the bear parade series.

Tao Lin and Ellen Kennedy have a small press together called ASS HI BOOKS.

Ellen Kennedy is the co-founder, co-owner, co-author, art director, CEO, violin section leader, and publicist for Ass Hi books. Her writing has appeared in The Alice Blue Review, Juked, 3am Magazine, and The 2nd Hand. She is a poetry editor for 3am Magazine and is looking for ways to pay her rent without getting a job.

Tao Lin is the author of a novel, EEEEE EEE EEEE (May 2007, Melville House), and a story-collection, BED (May 2007, Melville House). Tao is the author of a poetry-collection, YOU ARE A LITTLE BIT HAPPIER THAN I AM (November 2006, Action Books). Tao's blog is called READER OF DEPRESSING BOOKS. Tao lives in Brooklyn where he works as a professional jobless bitch.


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blurbs

People aren't blurbing, but whatever. I know it used to be a blog. This is something people should realistically enjoy and feel free to talk shit about. I get very happy reading this book.

- Gene / April 4, 2007 11:12 PM



I will blurb. I like this book.

- Tao / April 5, 2007 6:15 PM



i really liked this book
it made me wikipedia hikikomori
then i got excited about the idea of japanese young adults sitting in their rooms eating soybeans
i also linked this book on my facebook so my friends will read it
overall, it was pretty good
i got up a few times during it to run around, and to eat mashed potatoes
i did not listen to music while reading this book

- maya / April 8, 2007 11:34 PM



I feel this book wrongly glorifies the Hikikomori lifestyle. It may encourage the youth of America to lock themselves in their rooms with hamsters and other items.

- Jason / April 11, 2007 1:36 PM



This shit is weird

- Thomas / May 1, 2007 9:12 PM



What is going on. Actually, whatever. You guys are like pretentious but in such a promiscuous way, it makes me sick to my stomach. Alternatively, though, it's quite delicious with all that jazzy snazzy writing. Honestly, I can't resist buckling into a fantastic, semi-undesirable life described by the Hikikomori lifestyle!

- Akshizzle / May 15, 2007 9:19 PM



I think im kinda a Hikikomori. But Im not scared about the outside social world. But I stay inside alot.

- "Rone" / July 20, 2007 3:40 PM



I stay inside all the time. I'm 20 and I almost never ever leave my room. I browse the internet all day and look at funny pictures and tell people in chatrooms how great my life is and is going to be, but I never actually do anything besides stay inside all day and look at funny pictures on the internet.

Your stories make me feel a deep sense of regret. Is that good or bad?

- Hal / July 28, 2007 5:00 AM



I should have read this on Thursday. On Friday I ate soy beans in their shells and didn't know to take the shells off, so I ate them whole. If I had read this first I would have known what to do. So I think everyone should read this at least once if only because knowing how to eat soy beans the right way can sometimes be important.

- Gabriel / July 30, 2007 12:24 PM



Remember: Everything is equivalent to Nothing.
So i thought about this and really considered a decent sleep time. No conclusions.
Enjoy Soybeans.
Lets speculate, jobless writers, freedom.

Who needs linear thought? Whataboutthe/ a esoteric junction of epiphanies constructing...? Everything. Now (Remember) Revel in that...

- Tripmonkey / August 3, 2007 5:29 PM



Someone hacked up art at the beginning of the twentieth century. It hasn't been able to walk the same since.

- Niel / August 4, 2007 11:19 AM



Niel:

Art had it comin

- Gabriel / August 20, 2007 8:26 PM



me like
like a lot
yeah

- dom / September 14, 2007 10:21 AM



If I were a piano player, I'd play it in the goddamn closet.

- andrew / December 16, 2007 2:12 PM



i feel sad but also kind of tingly.
my stomach is growling.

- lina / December 23, 2007 7:13 PM



I'm...not sure I want to finish this.

- Roo / January 21, 2008 12:54 PM



hahaha. vunderbar~

- lauren / January 21, 2008 9:19 PM



hey this is like, fantastic, it makes me want to write using small details like hotplates and ugly fish all the time.

- tory / January 23, 2008 7:45 PM



That was weird, but great, really...

- Casey / February 15, 2008 5:11 PM



FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

i like this book a lot
it makes me want to change my mind

you, tao and ellen, also noah and stuff everybody like that always make me want to change my mind. it is distressing. please write something about how i should stay exactly the same and i am okay, please.

- tory / February 15, 2008 5:49 PM



i like these letters/book/story it was very entertaining i started on 13 and read until 20 and then went back to 1 and read until the end. when it was over i said no and was upset that it was over. i did not reread 13 through 20. i think that tripmonkey is pretentious. i think you are pretending.

- mark / February 20, 2008 7:54 PM



i feel lonely too.

- Uglyfish / March 5, 2008 1:50 PM



I am a hikikomori. Except here in America, we don't have a word for it. We are just loser shut-ins.

- hikikUSA / May 11, 2008 11:52 PM



i laughed so hard and then i cried and made an organic smoothie.

i feel alone too

- amanda / May 24, 2008 8:12 PM



I read this book all the way through, twice, and enjoyed it very much. I researched hikikomori for a grant I applied for a few years ago, so this was especially interesting to me. Also, I think natto is delicious. Thank you for sharing this on the Internet, Tao and Ellen.

- Meg / June 20, 2008 12:28 AM



lovely :3

- >:3 / August 9, 2008 8:18 PM



i just renamed a folder on my desktop "richard yates wearing a hotplate suit."

- olivia / September 2, 2008 5:57 PM





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